9.35pm....its finally rain this evening…for about days super-heating in PR. I love rain..and I believe others do so..but for me..raining isn’t just tears from heaven,,if should I say..rain..hem..rain brings me this feeling..feeling of being at home..my real home..never knew why is it so..but it is..i could feel the warm,.comfort..and peace..even sometimes..make me sick..sick of feeling home..thinking that I am at home..( now im miles away  from home )..and that feeling wasn’t easy to cope on..you know..

But now..the worst thing is..it was a rain in a holiday..which I usually have, in my own place..my kampong..LA..ouch..not Los Angeles..( im not white enough to say im from Los Angeles..haha..). Nanga Telinting, Lubok Antu,place where I born..22 years back..but, I not growing up in NT..since old man gotta transferred here and there..for works..for living..so am I and my big bro..and momma also..ak.a the whole family. It just after 13 years of being here and there..finally..the whole family went kampong..the new page..totally new for us..especially me and big bro..start new life at where you were born..after some years away.. it is totally  different with the environment I was growing up to..but..its doesn’t matters,.nothing matter..NT is a so special place, you could simply fall in love with everything it has.

Located in remote area..which you would need long boat to be there..maybe for some others..its nothing with kampong..dont have 24/7 electricity..no phone coverage..and for sure you won’t have your broadband( if you are a bb user for internet) signal there. For me..NT is the best place..that I always be proud of.,and I make sure to be there,whenever I could. A place that close to my heart..a place I treasure everything..the nature..,the clear river.. soft-flowing sometimes, and might be wild some other times..Meandering like a snake in the grass. The cool morning breeze..windy day..twinkle stars at night.. and  nothing beats the sheer freedom of walking up ‘notsohigh’ hill near the long house, while breathing in the fresh air plus magnificent scenery  of sunset.

sunset
 
sunset 2
 
sun rise
 
Big with Jaremy

 
long boat - sure long enough for its kind

 
Josh

  
picking some miding
  
little EB : careful..this will froze u..;)


"bath tub "


mini waterfall


to mom's kampong
The most thing is..i have this sense of belonging for NT..i am one of them..the people I love..faces that strengthen me to be here..

i wish I could stay with them all the time..cause they are all precious to me.wtd, its life..a journey to be taken (remembered the road not taken by Robert Fros). You don’t always choose,.they choose you.,so there you are, and that you’ll be. Anyway..im not talking about life here..hehe..im just a beginner,so much awaiting..
So, I’ll stop here..go feed myself now..since I love myself so much, that I can’t help to 'google' anything I can eat out there…jaa mata!!..