2.02pm..was working on my psm when something came across my mind..its not a real something,but words? poem? dont know what ezly it called.. now i am really distracted with this thing..and i ended up in the room, digging,and turning everything .., to find one "otai" book, where it written. actually it is this friend, wrote it without me knowing it that time.only after few years..when i've come to finished my F6, there i found it..and from that day onward, i keep it..safe :)..lose the book sometimes..since my stuffs really a mess one..( im a good and bad keeper..hehe..). 
 
now, reading the every single word again, makes me feel like wanna jump in time machine..travel back to that time..when i still have that opportunity, to realize, to appreciate..even just to say a word, "thank you"..but a past is past..they cou never come back..never.ever. what last only the  memory.. the thought that living in me..and they strengthen me, i believe ..guiding me for a better path, yet the path that i not knowing what coming..till the time to go 'home'.



one day

if one day
you feel like you want to cry
call me
i know i can never make you laugh
but i can cry with you
if one other day
you feel like running away
call me
i cant promise to make you stop
but i will run away with you
some other days
you dont listen to anyone
call me
i'll be there for you
i'll promise to be very quiet
when comes the day
you call me
and there is no answer
come fast to see me
perhaps i need you



that day happens..each of them..good experiences though..hard times? yeah..was.now its a story..right now,go forward..moving ahead..and be stronger for whatever on eir' way.. :)