kointalang no kosianan Nu

Author: thebeaulife Posted under:
onsikou iti ginawo ku
(hati ku berterima kasih)
pinatahak Nu iso koposion
(Engkau memberi satu kehidupan)
agayo o nipuhawang Nu 
(begitu besarnya kasihMu)
popolingos diti ginawo ku 
( mengubati@menyembuhkan hati ku)

kosianan Nu oi gampamasi 
(belas kasihan Mu juruselamatku)
pinatahak Nu tanak tiso-iso 
(Engkau memberi Anak Mu yang tunggal)
tulinau do Kinorohingan
(Kemuliaan Allah)
Yesus Kristus ralan do koposion 
(Yesus Kristus jalan kehidupan)

kointalang no kosianan Nu
(belas kasihan Mu nyata)
mangakat ginawo ku id Dika
(membawa ku kepada Mu) 
 Ika no it tolidang oi Ama 
(Engkau Allah yang kudus)
poingompus tumanud oku Dika 
(selamanya aku mau mengikut Engkau)

baino naramit ku batos Nu
(sekarang aku menerima janji Mu)
popogirot ti kotumbayaan ku 
(menguatkan kepercayaan ku)
kosianan om nipuhawang Nu 
(belas kasihan dan kasih Mu)
sogigisom do id koposion ku 
(selamanya di hidup ku)
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puji enggau sembah jako Iban

Author: thebeaulife Posted under:
1.44noon: nama pengawa aku..nadai pengawa..diau di rumah sepanjai ari tok..nadai kelas..bisi assignment, tapi ngai ngaga..haha...tengah ninga lagu puji enggau sembah jako Iban,nya yang asai ka ngkah lagu2 nya ditok..nulis lirik lagu meh aku tok..lagu febret di rumah din.teringat gak rumah maya maya baka tok..


AJAR AKU TUHAN

ajar aku Tuhan
bejalai ba penampak Nuan
bri ka aku ati ti tetap rindu ka Nuan

ajar aku Tuhan
bejalai ba penampak Nuan
bri ka aku ati tu tetap rindu ka Nuan

ku muji Nuan...belama lamaya
semua ati ku, semua pengering ku, semua idupku..
ku serah ngagai Nuan
gaga meh nitih peneka Nuan
oo..Jesus Tuhan


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Author: thebeaulife Posted under:

2.02pm..was working on my psm when something came across my mind..its not a real something,but words? poem? dont know what ezly it called.. now i am really distracted with this thing..and i ended up in the room, digging,and turning everything .., to find one "otai" book, where it written. actually it is this friend, wrote it without me knowing it that time.only after few years..when i've come to finished my F6, there i found it..and from that day onward, i keep it..safe :)..lose the book sometimes..since my stuffs really a mess one..( im a good and bad keeper..hehe..). 
 
now, reading the every single word again, makes me feel like wanna jump in time machine..travel back to that time..when i still have that opportunity, to realize, to appreciate..even just to say a word, "thank you"..but a past is past..they cou never come back..never.ever. what last only the  memory.. the thought that living in me..and they strengthen me, i believe ..guiding me for a better path, yet the path that i not knowing what coming..till the time to go 'home'.



one day

if one day
you feel like you want to cry
call me
i know i can never make you laugh
but i can cry with you
if one other day
you feel like running away
call me
i cant promise to make you stop
but i will run away with you
some other days
you dont listen to anyone
call me
i'll be there for you
i'll promise to be very quiet
when comes the day
you call me
and there is no answer
come fast to see me
perhaps i need you



that day happens..each of them..good experiences though..hard times? yeah..was.now its a story..right now,go forward..moving ahead..and be stronger for whatever on eir' way.. :)

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thebeau's life talks

Author: thebeaulife Posted under:
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ernesto kalum's

Author: thebeaulife Posted under:
bisi ka enda aku ninga
bisi ke enda aku meda
ngenatai ka penyayau ati
maya tua...agi begulai
lebuh maya ati rindu
lebuh maya bisi pengerindu
lebuh maya bisu penyiru
ati seruran agi belala
tua endang enggai beserara

bsi aku ngasai penatai nuan
dibai angin dipuput ribut
lebuh maya ku ngingat ka nuan
aku ditu tetap nganti pemulai nuan
ka aku ditu
sema jako aku tok nyuluk bintang enggau pengerindu

bisi aku ngasai penatai nuan
dibai angin dipuput ribut
lebuh maya aki ngingat kanuan
aku ditu tetap nganti nganti
pemulai nuana ka aku ditu
sema jako aku tok nyulung bintang
asai ati nda uilih tagang
taja penyayau tua puntan

nuan intai dibai Petara pulai
ai mata sempama tasik
ati aku padam terunjam
nganti ari tua betemu baru..

nadai agi aku ninga
nadai agi aku meda
tuchum ketawa ari nuan intan..
ti kusayau
dibai pergi..



-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=37JZQRV0TLY
lagu siko penyanyi iban ke patut dibri thumbs up kategal mai pemerani ubah ngagai industri muzik iban. lagu tok kebendar ya tribute ka anak indu ya ke udah nadai..
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stuffs..

Author: thebeaulife Posted under:
2.17am..well..gud morning is appropriate!!yep..and hi!! ..its morning..but not to rise and shine yet..hem,,.im doin nothin now..watch those kiddo play futsal..while walk around the net..don fels to get myself to bed now..stil sooo fresh.. working on assignments??nope..( other time thoug..).

finally, CNY breaks almost to the end..its ended actually..jus becoz it is weekend now..prolong the break mode..anyway..this break..really have gud time at home..for the 1st time..i aint goin anywhere..no jalan2 carik makan,no cuci2 mata..or anythin of its kind. im just staying at home..TV-ing..online..ofcoz i do out for makan2 somewhere around PR la..and realy thanks for this person who kep me accompany this whole week ;)..( since my PICs are doing 'eir part-time job).

ohya..while having these internet things..i did found some website..quite interesting ..which have some features u can use to DIY yr pic..im not creative enough to edit pic..eg..using photoshop?( nope...im out.)etc...i love to..but..wtd?im a human..hahaa..so,i simply upload some pics..process them..and done..as easy as that..

here are some products i did worked out..u like it or not??its yr call..

 pic taken wif PIC # 1

 
scatter


 post-card

 
 soon graduating..


comic's cover


 penggaram

 
taken at tropical village..i think soo..

 
pIC #2


family's day out 
  
the Linged


marilyn m


family's day out


a famosa


graduate #2


( this 1 is pic-napped from http://kcdphoto.blogspot.com/) 


wif grenney


bunny
to use these features..u can simply find from www.picnik.com/, www.magmypic.com/, www.fakemagazinecover.com/, www.magafake.com/..etc.

many applications u can use from these websites to edit or so call to touch-up ur pics..here just some basic stuffs u can work on it..( again..im not that creative okay..but tha magmypic stuffs..like it)
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Nanga Telinting.

Author: thebeaulife Posted under:

9.35pm....its finally rain this evening…for about days super-heating in PR. I love rain..and I believe others do so..but for me..raining isn’t just tears from heaven,,if should I say..rain..hem..rain brings me this feeling..feeling of being at home..my real home..never knew why is it so..but it is..i could feel the warm,.comfort..and peace..even sometimes..make me sick..sick of feeling home..thinking that I am at home..( now im miles away  from home )..and that feeling wasn’t easy to cope on..you know..

But now..the worst thing is..it was a rain in a holiday..which I usually have, in my own place..my kampong..LA..ouch..not Los Angeles..( im not white enough to say im from Los Angeles..haha..). Nanga Telinting, Lubok Antu,place where I born..22 years back..but, I not growing up in NT..since old man gotta transferred here and there..for works..for living..so am I and my big bro..and momma also..ak.a the whole family. It just after 13 years of being here and there..finally..the whole family went kampong..the new page..totally new for us..especially me and big bro..start new life at where you were born..after some years away.. it is totally  different with the environment I was growing up to..but..its doesn’t matters,.nothing matter..NT is a so special place, you could simply fall in love with everything it has.

Located in remote area..which you would need long boat to be there..maybe for some others..its nothing with kampong..dont have 24/7 electricity..no phone coverage..and for sure you won’t have your broadband( if you are a bb user for internet) signal there. For me..NT is the best place..that I always be proud of.,and I make sure to be there,whenever I could. A place that close to my heart..a place I treasure everything..the nature..,the clear river.. soft-flowing sometimes, and might be wild some other times..Meandering like a snake in the grass. The cool morning breeze..windy day..twinkle stars at night.. and  nothing beats the sheer freedom of walking up ‘notsohigh’ hill near the long house, while breathing in the fresh air plus magnificent scenery  of sunset.

sunset
 
sunset 2
 
sun rise
 
Big with Jaremy

 
long boat - sure long enough for its kind

 
Josh

  
picking some miding
  
little EB : careful..this will froze u..;)


"bath tub "


mini waterfall


to mom's kampong
The most thing is..i have this sense of belonging for NT..i am one of them..the people I love..faces that strengthen me to be here..

i wish I could stay with them all the time..cause they are all precious to me.wtd, its life..a journey to be taken (remembered the road not taken by Robert Fros). You don’t always choose,.they choose you.,so there you are, and that you’ll be. Anyway..im not talking about life here..hehe..im just a beginner,so much awaiting..
So, I’ll stop here..go feed myself now..since I love myself so much, that I can’t help to 'google' anything I can eat out there…jaa mata!!..  
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tsuyoku mae he susume

Author: thebeaulife Posted under:
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
On the other shore of sadness
Hohoemi ga aru to in yo
It is said that there is a smile
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Finally we arrived
Nani ga bokura wo matteru
But what are we waiting for
Nigeru tame ja naku
The purpose is not to run away
Yume ou tame ni
Its to chase after dreams
Tabi ni deta hazu sa
We should have gone out to travel
Tooi natsu no ano hi
On that summer day so long ago
Ashita sae mieta nara
Even tomorrow , if you see it
Tame iki mo nao kedo
Though there isn’t a sigh either
Nagere ni saka rau june no you ni
Like a ship going against the current flow
Ima wa mae he susume
Right now, go forward, move ahead
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Even if it cuts through the rain and clouds
Nureta michi kagayaku
The wet roads shine
Yami dake ga ashiete kureru
Only the dark will teach
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
A stronger and stronger light
Tsuyoku mae he susume
Be stronger, go forward, move ahead
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WE ARE THE REASON ( KARENA KITA)

Author: thebeaulife Posted under:
 waktu pun berlalu dan kita pun tahu
anugerah yang besar dari Bapa..
yang relakan AnakNya
disiksa dan disalibkan di bukit kalvari
kerana kasih

kerana kita ..Dia menderita
kerana kita ..Dia disalibkan
agar dunia yang hilang diselamatkan
dari hukuman kekal

ku telah dapat jalan kehidupan
akan kubukakan hatiku bagiNya
dalam ucapanku.. dalam segalaku...
ingin selalu puji Dia
puji Dia..o..
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when i see you smile

Author: thebeaulife Posted under:
Sometimes I wonder
If I'd ever make it through
Through this world
without having in you
I just wouldn't have a clue
Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up
Wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
And everything's alright
Everything's alright
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me
Oh yeah
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew
Hey
And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it
Cause you're here with me now
I wanna ask you baby
It's all I�ll ever need
All I'll ever need
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
When I see you smile baby
Baby when I see you smile at me
Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
And everything's alright
Hey everything's alright
It's alright
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
Yeah
When I see you smile
Yeah I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything now
When I see you smile
Oh yeah
Baby when I see you smile
Smile at me

http://www.lyrics007.com/Waite%20John%20Lyrics/When%20I%20See%20You%20Smile%20Lyrics.html
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AMPUN KA AKU TUHAN

Author: thebeaulife Posted under:
suah ku ngangau ka Nuan
tang nuan nadai nyaut ka aku
nama kebuah....nuan 'nda nyaut ka aku Tuhan..

lebuh ku nanya diri empu
baru ku nemu penyalah aku
aku agi bedau ngembuan dosa ba pengidup ku

diatu baru aku sedar
kebuah nuan jauh aku Tuhan
tegal pengidupku agi bedosa di mata Nuan

ampun ka meh aku Tuhan
ampun meh semua penyalah ku
awak ka sampi ku didinga Nuan Tuhan,...
belama-lama ya

--> selalu kitai ngenusah ka ati Tuhan kategal perkara dalam idup kitai ke enda sanggup kitai ngelepas ka... Pemanah enggau pengerindu Tuhan selalu dilamun peneka kitai ke enda nemu ambis..,.ngaga kitai enda ingat ke rencana terbaik ka udah disedia ka Iya ke kitai,berekat-berekat ti ditanggam antara kitai enggau Tuhan lebuh kitai bersemaya nerima ya ke juruselamat tunggal..

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